For the Love of money...and a lil venting sesshhh.

I reallllly am IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG..not JUST because Finn has that sexy voice...(fantasizing...3..2..1) ooweee, haha!but because its super true.

                                      "IT TAKES LOVE TO MAKE LOVE."

you gotta do what you gotta do to make the world go round. MONEY is the key to all happiness...well, if you use it in the right manner, then money will definitely do you goood.

I never use to worry about having money. it was always handed to me...until worse came to worse, and well...i grew older (booooooooooo!)

Bills pile in, everyone peni-peni'ing for money from you...

when i totally went weird and dropped my job, i basically dropped my whole life.
me, always living in the moment, didn't realize that i needed a job to keep up with my bills, school, tithing, etc.

Jobless for almost three months, my bills were stacked high, and mooching off my parents only did so much.
I WAS SOOOOO MISERABLE, i looked like a homeless girl in my own home.

I applied to about a billion jobs, and....NOTHING..except for vector, but.......they kinda weren't what i was looking for..

then, i applied to the LDS humanitarian center, and stacking my money hiiiggghhh!Lol.(best job ever btw)

I come to realize that it all falls to you. I mean my parents weren't the ones who were in the hole with bad credit, and they have my other two siblings to support still.

to make a long story lonnngerrr, i am now happy that i am able to pay for my own bills, and do things, all because for the love of MOOONNNNEEEYYY.
..its true, money is the root to all evil, if you let it control you. so be smart, and not compulsive like me..one minute i have all this money, then when the weekend hits...bye bye money, see you in 2 weeks!hahaha.

Love you Finn...ooopps, this isnt confession session time-haha

ANYWAY, its venting timeeeeeeeee:(..and the crowd goes wild)

I cannot stand the fact that drama LITERALLY restarts itself!(like a mofo recycle bin and syyyttt)

one minute your like, alright-we coo.
go home, hop on fb-and theres the status about blahh blahh blahh!

DID WE REALLY NOT JUST TALK ABOUT THIS?!?
as much as i would LOOVE to start this whole little bs again, i rather not..

Kill em with Kindness.........UGHH BUT I JUST WANNA !@#$%^(&*(!!
there's two sides to every story, why must you always think yours is right?

I KNOW DANG WELL IM RIGHT!(z-snapping)

hahaha, im kidding, it shouldnt matter-
this will forever be never-ending, so the best thing to do is drop it (again, for the millionth and one time)

and if she believes everything everyone(probably everyone she has in the small head of hers) says.
then let it be, guess my name taste that good in her mouth....

hmmm, LLLLIIINNNNEEEEE....
oohh sooo tasty!hahaha wow dramatic!Lol.

but, this will no longer get to me. when i said i forgive you, I FORGIVE YOU.
its up to you, cuhz really i have no shame in who i am, and what i do, trust and BELIEVE that.

yes i have the nerve to write about you on my blog, but i also have the decency to not put your name up.
Embarrassing you will only cause me to scoop to your level.

..but why don't i tell you face to face??
how many times have i done that?(you'll need to use both your hands for this)
..and how many times have you done this to me?(put your right hand up and shape it like an O)

..so why blog about it?
blogging is my expression place my dear.
this is me being H-U-N-N-I-T!
& if it takes me this far to put it up on the cyberworld, please realize that i am BEING REAL!

I will always have mad love for you, so go on and do what you do, just please, let me DO ME.

..and thanks for reading y'all. until next time, god is good :)

the rebel in me.

Welp, just like every family, theres always that one sibling, that one...

hmmm...how should i say it....

ohh, i know- BAH BAH BLAAACCCCCCKKKKKK SHHHEEEEEPPPP in the family..

..and i, just happen to be that black sheep...im actually lighter than my older brother, and my little sister, but hey, its all gravy!!

no, im totally kidding, im no black sheep, just "special."
thats how my mom and dad like to say it-

well, regardless of what i am, im the.."tocrazyshehasnoideawhatshesgettingherselfintowhenshegoesoutandlivesyoungwildandfree."

"in order to be old and wise, you must first be young and stupid."

It's no lie i tell ya, people learn more by going through there own trails. Words can only go so far-actions and choices and the things we go thru that makes us become more of ourselves...

anway, with all that being said, i've come to the conclusion of one thing...what does every ordinary rebel child want??

...thats right, a freakin' calibur 45!!!(Slapping my right hand on my cheek while doing the suprise look....3...2.....1, over) yayyy!hahaha, no, im kiddin'. but what would be super nice to have is a tattoo!

..BUT, my body is a temple(thats gotten burned down a couple of times, but i've rebuild it) and i know its not right to have one......

But just like a stupid little baby that cries for ice cream everytime the ice cream man passes(even though they have ice cream in the house, and they should just eat that one instead) I want a tattoo -________________- idk, not because to look cool...

..even though i am cool..............................................................................okay to look like a certified 'G'(and i am saying that with 100% sarcasm) but because friendship necklaces, and bracelets can only go so far. I mean, all my friendship bracelets i used as hair ties....
....or to hold up my pants when they were baggy...but a tattoo will stay forever, and you will always know, JUST you what it symbolizes.

I seriously do think some people abuse getting a tattoo. In the polynesian culture it was used to show that a man is now manly...make sense?
...the boy becoming a man..i understand that!

..now people are getting designs that has no meaning..and thats....

L A M E!

you should be able to look into the mirror every morning and realize what your tatto symbolizes.

...but hey, im no judger...im just.....judging!!

but this is all wishful thinking, because i know if i get one...my backside skin is gonna be hanging on my parents wall..

...ugh!well, this is line signing out for this week. <3 ya'll no homo :)