Self-Motivation. is it in you?

Its a beautiful day in the Great Salt Lake!Past few days have been bi-polar, but hey!your in UTAH, expect the unexpected ;) anyway-its been real good. Had an amazing time with my 2010 friends. LOVE how were all still close, and that we all are the same kind of KAFI!hahaha, but it was good seeing everyone, and how everyones growing up. My childhood friends never fail to crack me up. SERIOUSLY!they were all pee-on's!hahahaha, jk but bringing up the grand-old days makes me grateful to have stupidass friends like 'em!and no one could replace 'em either :)

anyway: 2TENSiON 

stay grindin'!hahahaha-

im confused in what i wanted to do in life. i wanted to do so much, but had no motivation. i swear im always talking about motivation, and how i found it, and then a couple days later, that motivation wore off, so im stuck trying to find a new motivation. Words of motivation could only do so much- i had to put the words into play. So i wanted to join the army. My brother told me that THAT was the stupidest thing to say...then he asked me if i could run..DUH DUMBASS, they dont call me speedy gonzalez FO'FREE!LMAOOoOo!no, but after all the put-downs, i gave that up...i really did wanna be in the army, but i think it was best for me not to..so plan two-GET  A JOB, and i applied to about a million and 2 jobs. no reply-ugh!UTAH, your killing me slowly! that last and only option was to go back to school. I've tried sooooo many times to ignore this last option. I HATE school, why the hell would i even make that an option?!?!?!i didnt, my pops did-so, i said okay school it is...then my best friend told me shes going Dixie, and to come with-NO KINDA HESITATION, i hopped on the band-wagon, and now am sooo motivated to gooo!and yes, its for real :) haha, we finished my financial aid, and working on transferring my credits. we found a place to live, and im working at Deseret Industries!HEY, im a baller!LOL, i am truly motivated.SELF M O T I V A T E D- to get up, get out, and do something. I've always wanted to live away from home..BUT i know im a crybaby when i am far away!haha-

NOW i know everyones like, shes just wants to leave to go "ve'e haua" and "ifi mo inu." and "partee." dont get me wrong, i mean sure, why not!LOL, but seriously, when it comes down to it, i wanna do school, and actually be better than what i am doing now. College comes with trials, but it's only trials to see if you can over come them. Drake says it bes, 

"im too addicted to this life, it's gon be hard to quit."

BUT, im doing whats best for me-sooo, if st. geezy, be easy and try and please me!cuhz it aint eazy!hahaha, okay i MiLKED!but im ready ;)

well Bloggers. Thats all i have for du'day!!god speed my nigggaz!

Mothers Day Weekend!

My motha-Melini Tukuafu

LOVE MY MOMS <3

This was another successful weekend with the FWAMILI!LOL, yes i had an amazing time, reuniting with my

loved ones, and talking about the lady who matters most in our lives, OUR MOTHERS! the spirit was most def. there in sacrament(yes i went to church, and LOVED IT) mothers are the real deal! there for us reguardless of our imperfections. SO one last happy mothers day shout out to the all the mothers in my life, especially to my dearest mother, MELINI HEHEA LUTUI-TUKUAFU. A mother with little understanding of what this new generation brings, she still manages to keep a smile on my face-still there for me when i need help getting back up-still my number one fan when i sing super loud in the shower. Thank you for all you do for me, and i know nothing or no one  can replace the spot you have in my life. I LOVE YOU FOREVER!xoxo

awee, soooo tender-ANYWAY!haha

It was truly fun to see the whole gang again together!all of our older sisters are prego in there own worlds,and us younger ones are still being threats to society!haha-it truly is a great thing to see, ya know... all your sisters together talkin about memories, and the good old days. those are the times i miss the most. I really cant picture my life any better without these beautiful ladies. They are truly something amazing.we all are the same, in different bodies OF COURSE!haha, but we all think the same, act the same,talk the same-its crazy!lol, love these future mothers to death!

LPG! 

bahahahahaha!

well bloggers, thats my mothers day weekend. nothing but smiles for days on end-

Day one:entering hell(with a smiley face...sike)

My day starts out like this....

Before i get going about my dramatic diet in which i in some way regret doing, but since i started, i might as well-i FINALLY PUT THE KING ON TONGA TO SLEEP!this is one needy kid, and I had to go the extra mile just to put this kid to sleep!UGH!lets just hope he sleeps until his mom calls for him!hahaha-

Now to BEGIN:

 I started drinking this thing lastnight-and OH BOY, it taste like shizz!LOL, actually it doesnt taste as bad as i expected, but what was bad about this was how much it cost!good thing i got reward points from smiths, so it cost $4 cheaper, but still-i hate organic stuff!it was $6 for the pepper, $5 for the maple syrup(and i dont even think thats the right one!) and the lemons were 5 for $1 so, that was the cheapest thing-anyway, i know were suppose to use filtered water, but water is water to me!hahahaha-

Since im babysitting, i cant go out to do my daily run!(bahahaha, i haven't even started) so, im sitting in the computer room starring at the FREAKIN DONUTS!woooowwww, momma wants to buy sweets all of a sudden?LOL, soo to keep me from eating them, im feeding it to lamonai-which i shouldnt be seeing how much sugars in there(thats prolly why he was sooo jumpy, he was on a sugar high) but i havent touched it, so im soo proud of myself. I even went over board and didnt lick my fingers..i let monai do it for me!hahahaha.

MY BREAKFAST,LUNCH,AND DINNER

... doesn't this look sooo delish??I KNOW, it taste like shizz!not laughing!i hate eating fruits and vegetables, obviously you can tell because of my size, BUT HEY-its going away!LOL-i just finished one whole thing of cuccumber, and half of a banana. that should do me good-hopefully...as soon as the family gets home, im off to ZUMBA!my mom says thats the best thing ever invented, i say-screw that, i just wanna go show off my awkward dance moves!hahahaha. heres day one-ill fill yall in on the rest later.

HOLD UP!LAST THOUGHT!

I have to tell the world how much i love
THE VOICE
makes me wanna try out. i mean if that 16 year old girl made it(which in my opinion, she sucked!) then i most def, wil be able to make it on adams team!WOO-thats bout it :)

#TEAMADAM

Moody Mondays-blah!

As of right now it is 10:26am, and i am sitting here with my sister liu checking up on the twins!i swear, all these trips the apppointments, and lius sickness makes me really wanna wait on getting pregnant anytime soon.the whole baby coming out, and pushing like no other makes me realize that im in no rushh for baby-making.as a matter of fact, i dont mind waiting 'til im 40!lol, jk-i want kids, but when im ready...........and thats not anytime soon!hahaha, but im excited to have my liddo nephews come soon so i can spoil them rotten!lol-anyway this week has been another week gone by. Because i dont work or go school, i have alot of time to think.re-evaluate my life and see what i need to improve on. ive let my guard down these past few months, but i know that God put me thru these trials just so i can become stronger, and learn to never let my guard down-EVER!haha, im still trying to regain my confidence back, and im coming back stronger than ever!three cheers for LLLLLiiinnnneee!woot, woot!hahahaha-btw, if ya still havent watched tangled-i suggest you watch it, and quickkkkkkkk!BEST cartoon by far!i would know, i cried thru out the whole movie!LOL, and what, i know that whoever watched it got the sniffles too!LOL.thats all i have for now!bye Cloggers!lol

Ps-i done turned my prince monai to princess nonai-hell ya i got yelled for dressing him up :)

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