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all i can say is i'm HAPPY :)

and no one can ruin this happy.

AMAZiNG!

This week is our spring break. not that ive been on spring break for the past three weeks, but when i finally decide im ready to go back to school, they tell me its spring break.GGREAAT!haha, i aint complaining tho, another week for me to prepare myself for hell!hate school soo much im gonna stop talking about it!ha-

A N Y W A Y -

because i barely found out that is was spring break, i didnt make any plans to go anywhere causing me to stay home and babysit my baby brothers, make macaroni and cheese, and camp on youtube!im telling ya, this is the life.................NOT!im patiently waiting on conference weekend to come!yes i am excited!its gonna be poppin!hopefully, hahaha, cuhz last year-was a recepie for diaster!SERIOUSLY!but no re-runs of that!haha-

sooo, being the bored mother fugger that i am, i camped on youtube!and let me tell ya, i am shocked to see how our polynesian community can SING!and we can sing until the fat lady gets her puaka!haha, seriously tho, i am proud to say the the polynesians have the most AMAZING VOICES EVER!well, for the most part-some people i was just like-UHHHMM, DTM!haha, but its good to know that youtube is one way we can become famous. people say go on american idol, but those judges have

NO IDEA WHAT REAL MUSIC IS!

i swear, i was soooo jealous listening to some of these people sing!i wish i had the guts to post myself singing.....BUT I DONT!BOO FREAKIN HOO!hahaha, anyway-yeah big up's too all of those posting themselves doing amazing stuff!!best of luck to you all!soo proud to be polynesian! :)

im gonna bust a crazy and not go into work today!haha, i dont care-its parent teacher conferences, and all i do is stand for 5 hours passing out papers that parents can get themselves!SHOOT!haha, but its cool-tonights the candle light vigil for Pita Kapetaua, so ill be there for my sister rachael who was the fiance of pita!happening on redwood road at nine o clock tonight, so if ya aint doing anything-come out and support us as we come together and remorse over the death of pita and nielson :)

well, cant write much cuhz im craving some hook and ladder right about now!LOVE YA'LL!

I wanna live in the sky.

We never realize how fragile life is until we lose what means most to us. Nothing hurts more than never being able to hear the love of your life say those sweet three words that makes your whole life complete.i can only imagine what my dear sister rachael haiola is going through at this time. I pray that she will be strong, and focus on baby irie!put her whole life into moving and making a better life for her and baby.
Its sad when you see someone die young.they aint lying when they say god works in mysterious ways. Sometimes bad things fall apart so greater things fall together, and although memories are just memories, those are the times we cherish most with our loved ones. Deepest thoughts and prayers go out also to the kalekale family.moochi was one short kid!ha, but family is eternal, and theres no doubt that we will see him again.
And then japan.to know that the other side of the world is at its lowest, and im here on the other side not able to do much. I feel like i have been taking this life of mine for granted, but what else do i do-all the signs of the last days are here, and im just chillin on the weekends drinking long islands??haha, no but i do hope that it gets better for japan.i pray for all the souls to be saved.
Another depressing week.

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found my motivation!

okay to these past three weeks have been nothing but a nightmare!i dont know, i guess you can say-i was tired of reality. i was tired of everything and everyone!i was PRAYING FOR 2012 to hurry and come so i can die already!I have no idea whats gotten into me. I know education is SUPER important, but i couldnt seem to find the motivation to keep me going to school.IT WAS HORRiD!but no worries, im back to being me again...or slowly recovering-but i am HAPPY again.wayy happy.actually TOO HAPPY that i peed in my pants alittle!hahahaha!anyway-i hope all of you had an amazing tuesday!gLee was hella awkward rightt??i didnt mind too much, i actually was glad i watched it, saves me from talking about "IT" with my parents...well they wouldnt wanna talk about it anyway-haha!thats all for today :)

gag me and throw me under a bus!

girls, women, ladies-WHY DO WE ALL FALL FOR THE SAME GUYS?!?! especially in Utah, i mean rumor has it about most guys, there either undercover freaks(which i fall for ALL the time!haha) then the guys who say stuff, and we totally believe 'em(when deep down inside we know there lying) then, we have the 'TOO IT AND BOOT Its' who will sweet talk you, and take advantage of you until they get what they want most out of you!(thats sex) dont get me wrong, i fall for 'em too, but gassh, it's like they all play the same game!what grosses me out even more is those guys who still have the NERVE to walk around the place acting like we cant see the herpes on there lips!GAG!

i went to a parlay last night, and it was cool, everyone having a great time, living life to the fullest-awesome, UNTIL:this guy walks in, pants unbuttoned, holding on to his-yeaaahh, walks in to the room and yells, WHO WANTS IT?!im like, REALLLYYY?are you kidding me right now?but he wasnt, ooohh he was serious. he walked up to every single girl, and spit the same game, what was even more sad was that girls fell for it!three girls all went into the bathroom with him, and heaven forbid, i can only imagine what was going on.im saying to myself, thats only one guy, i mean-theres other fishes in the sea right?WRONG!i walk out, and see another dude that just finished macking on some other girl grab my hand and ask, whats your style? okay stupid me answers,"the good style." OMG, wth is that suppose to mean?hahahaha, then he goes, oh yeah, me too!hahahahahahahaha!anyway-the girl he was with just stares and is like, he's mine, BLAH BLAH BLAH!i look at her and start laughing, YOU REALLY THINK I WANNA DO YOUR 5'0 foot tall BF?!BWAHAHAHA!anyway, i keep walking, outside to see where my friends at, only to find out that she was with some dude.hoiii, by now i was like, i shouldve talked to the 5'0 tall guy to keep me company!hahahaha, BUT NO WORRIES i didnt!

anyway-i walk to my friends car because she asked me to get the case, and her box of stoges, and see a handsome guy, chillin with two other guys by my friends car. so what do i do?play the "im so drunk, i need help getting stuff out of my car," move. i walk towards em and go, hey i need help bringing some stuff into the house, can you help me?he says yes, then grabs the case, and we start walking back. YES i FINALLY HAVE A BUDDY!hahahahahahahaha, im asking him how he knows so and so, and how come hes just chillin outside.hes like too much creeps in there, and all-im like okay im gonna take this in and come out and chill with you guys. he didnt mind. i put the case down then run outside, he was still there. im like aweee, hottie with a body!long hair dont care!hahaha, but he was like the sweetest thing!i wanted to rape him already!hahaha, just kidding....kinda hahahaha, but anyway-his friends were gonna go get another case and he stayed, and asked to go walk around?i didnt even hesitate and yelled YEAH!hahaha, we walk, and talk, and stop, and do all of that!hahaha, anyway-im going in for it when he pulls out his phone cuhz his girl is calling!OH HELL NO!OHHHH HEEEEELLLLLLLL NOOOOOOO!hes like telling me to shhhhhuuusshh and all, im like HELL NO, KICK ROCKS!and walk away-he comes right back and was all like, dont trip i just broke up with her over the fone!BWAHAHAHA, im not stupid-i wasnt born yesterday dumbass!!I MEAN COME ON, at least turn your phone off!hahaha, no im kidding, but dont get into a relationship if ya cant be loyal!SERIOUSLY!thats one thing i CANNOT stand, is when you cheat on your bf/gf! anyway-i just told him that he needs to stop playing stupid!i did ask him if he had a girl earlier, he said no-dont be soo sure to always take there word for it!UGH!

SERIOUSLY GUYS-dont be dumb, if ya got a boo-be true to her, i mean-same goes for girls, and if ya cant be tied down, dont get into one ANYWAY!i know not all guys arent the same, but after last night-i really only see guys as all being the same. ugh-thats my blog for Saturday-

vee.dee.O blog!

Never endinggg :(

What do you do when you see someone with such a great heart get fooled by someone who only uses half of there heart?what does LOyAL really mean in a relationship.if "what your man dont know wont hurt 'em" how about the ones who do know?the "bystanders?" I dont wanna see the ones i love most get hurt over something they dont deserve to get by.but then again is it right for me to butt in?i dont wanna be the reason for the breakup, but neither do i wanna see someone i love most get hurt for putting all his/her effort into something that is based on lies.is letting the person know the same thing as being the homewrecker?!who am i to this relationship?but who is this person to me?!ughhhhh, help please :( ill be funny tomorrow-i just got alot to think about.sweetest dreams to you all :)

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Never satisfied.

If theres one thing that i cant stand, it would be needy people.the ones who always need someone, or expect someone to do it for them.ughh-im glad my parents taught me ever since i was young that if i wanted something, i had to go out at get it, work for it!i mean, i admitt, im a needy ass bitch when im drunk, but im talking bout on the daily!like ugh people who have a bf, or gf, and always text asking where there at, what there doing, they need this, they need that-GROW THE HELL UP!were all only human, and you expect everyone to meet you full speed ahead while you just stand there and expect everyone to bow down to your ass!HELL NO!!best believe you meet me half way!do your part, and ill do mines. Come at me like a bitch, and expect me to bitch right back!hahaha, i laugh when people deny the truth.are you mad just because you got caught?!ughh, come on-this is life, be straight up-or fuck off!FOR REAL!who are you to me?!nothing compared to what my family is to me!grow up, and stop being self centered.wont get you annnnyywwwhhheeerrreee!thats my tuesday blog :)

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