And Big Girls Don't Cry.

Catchy title, right? I hated that song. Thinking of big girls don't cry, I would seriously envision over-weight girls crying....Me, being one of the over weight girls! haha- i know i just blogged last night, but I was just going through some of my old blogs, and it made me realize how annoying of a TEENAGER I was. I could never keep a journal, because it was seriously an open book for everyone and there dogs to read. My whole family knew about who I liked, and who I was obsessive over.At the time, I thought they knew because I told them. Turns out they were reading my journal. So, I started blogging because I came to the conclusion that if my family loves knowing about my life, so would everyone else! haha. Looking back at my post from the two years before, I can honestly say that I never want a daughter. haha- just kidding. But, it's just funny reading them because I was flooded with memories, and the feel of being desperate for things, and obsessed with boys. EW! I'm glad I grew out of that annoying stage. Some never do. I had no kind of filter when blogging, and i'm pretty sure I had inherited that from my grandma Mele's side of the family. Yes, my grandma's family has no kind of filter when talking. You will hear there opinion even if you prefer not to! LOL!

Anyway, I thank blogging. It reminds me of how lost I was at one point it time. It also makes me look back at my past, and thank god that I am where I am today. Finding myself wasn't the easiest thing. It took alot of work, a lot of heart broken memories, and a lot of insecurities to finally accept. If I have learned anything from Fergie's song, it would be that the meaning Big Girls don't cry isn't about over weight girls like me crying...it's about finally realizing that becoming mature, means no more crying over things that aren't worth it. Moving forward. It took me to read my past blogs to realize that.

Have an amazing No shave November! Xo!