"Forgetful Lucy."

Today I thought was going to be just like any other day where I would wake up, do my motherly duties, and then fall asleep by ten tonight. These past few weeks have been very hectic, and honestly, I haven't realized how much my husband and I have been too busy focusing on our son, we kind of...well, lets just say haven't really focused on each other. And just like everything that has happened these past few months, we expected it to become hectic when baby came.

Anyway, this morning I had a dentist appointment, and went with my sister. Usually i go with Travis, but he stayed to watch our son. We rushed to our appointment, just like how we rush everything else. Got in, sat in the chair, and got to watch 50 first dates. Yes, my dentist is that amazing to where you are able to lay back and watch movies while he's working on your teeth. I don't know if it's still the hormones kicking in, or just my heart, but 50 first dates reminded me of our apartment my husband and I recently moved out of. We watched that movie and nacho Libre all the time, and it wasn't so much about the meaning of the movie, but just the simple things like cuddling with him, or giving him random kisses during the movie....you get my drift, haha- I laid back in the chair in tears(but totally told the dentist i was crying because my tooth hurts..wise move right?lol) In my head I was seriously playing a montage of how my husband never failed to remind me how much he loves me. I mean, for crying out loud he walked all the way from west valley to Glendale just to be with me when I was mad. He comes and watches baby all night after work while I sleep....he cooks when I'm hungry, and never fails to tell me how much he loves me. If you know me, you know that I am beyond stubborn. I'll test the waters. And if you know my husband, he's humble and never puts himself before others.

In 50 first dates, which I know most of you have seen, Adam
Sandler calls her in a song "forgetful Lucy." She may forget what happened the day before, but he never gives up on making her fall in love with him everyday! I AM FORGETFUL LUCY!! I seriously need to be reminded of why I love my husband soooo much, and he has never stopped showing me his unconditional love. I can be rude, violent, aggressive, and most times.....A BRAT! Lol, and although he may not be good with words, he proves his feelings to me by his actions. Goes to show how actions do speak louder than words.

I know I always blog about love this, love that, all this love talk that is probably making you want to puke. BUT I got to give it up to the man who always keeps me loving him harder and harder day by day. Having kids can really change your whole relationship. Changes more than you think. I'm just thankful Travis is passionate enough to still be able to remind me how much he adores the heck out me. I know we haven't been together for a very long time, but the effort he puts in is beyond amazing- I know it's real. He proves it daily.

I guess what I'm trying to say is we get caught up in other things, we don't realize the little things that are really the simple pleasures of life. Of why things work out in the long run. At times we can be the "forgetful Lucy." But just as long as we're being shown effort through action, it is all that matters.

He continues to be my teacher. I love him for that. Thank you babe! Xo.