Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Back at One.

When a child finally gets the ice cream that he has been dying for, dreaming of, craving and drooling over, FINALLY grabbing a hold of it, lashing his tongue out in excitement to taste the amazing flavor, only to have a bully come and snatch it from him. That whole moment of excitement, victory, and confidence just buried in hopelessness, and deprived from all happiness. (and yes, if you haven't notice this is a metaphor of how I am feeling at this very moment in time.Why must i always involve food in my blogs? I'm pregnant, food is the only thing keeping me from total depression, HAHAHAHA.)

What can I say, every time I blog, it's always about how we are slowly but surely making progress in life. Sometimes I feel like we have seriously gotten the worst of it, but most times I see them as another stepping stone. I guess the hardest part is when you have it all planned out, and then life hits, BOOOOOM! Back to step one. BUT....yes, BUT BUT BUT, I've come to realize that that is the beauty of life. Now although time and effort has been put into something that may not have worked out as planned, you can always suck it up, cry for an hour, and then wake up tomorrow moving forward. THE PAST, the teachings we learned and move on from. The times and things we went thru only to motivate and better ourselves, and our future.

I guess you can say as for my hot husband and I, we keep each other optimistic about things. Because although it seems like we have been thru it all, it's just the beginning. Time is of the essences, and so we must slowly take in what is thrown at us, evaluate, and continue to make progress. Let me also tell you that is the best part of marriage itself. You'll never go through life alone, and always have the best support, from the only person you really need it from. Who better than the man(or woman) that holds your heart, and knows it!

So, yes! I am beyond thankful to know that all that I am going thru, been thru, and will still go thru no matter what, are temporary things. It's funny how we can face reality, but deception is what we really are afraid of. What we don't realize is how reality can be more of the blessing, deception is what we go thru to get it.

Update on my unborn son:

He is kicking, and making mommy let one rip in all sorts of public places.( and it's seriously embarrassing. I hope none of you end up or had the experience of a gassy unborn LOL!) 32 weeks, and I feel like he is beyond healthy. He is, like I have mention countless times, a soldier! Making mommy proud. I am too excited, and so is my husband. Only a couple more weeks to knock down, and our son will finally enter the best part of the plan of salvation.

xoxo from the Peni's :)


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