tested.

New week.new day.and guess how it went?it freakin snowed!!i dont hate snow, i just hate the cold.its times like these where i wish i was in forks, washington...but that makes no kinda sense, i know!actually, it does.i would go there and hug my wolfpack bfs.i know theyll keep me warm.it'd be fun.talkin ishh on bella for screwing jacob over!pfft.hoe!okaayyyy, i swear those books were soo high school, idkayyyy why i brought it up!haha!

N.E.ways

I hate having a lot on my mind before i go to sleep.its cuhz i cant sleep!i dont understand WHY someone will have no mercy in taking charge for there own actions!whats it to them?i may be stubborn, but i make sure i take credit or consequenses for my own actions. All i wonder is why?why would someone complain about something so sacred?why would someone misjudge someone with a high standard?what power do they want to pocess with this assumption?why must one suffer because the words of a person who cannot even prove his theory?why would you complain about a man chosen by god?what is it that you need to be satisfied!?!WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO PROVE?? If sticks and stones break my bones, but words will never hurt.why do i feel pain?hurt?offended that someone would even think of such thing. Im not a religious person.actually im far from it. Understanding the fact that no ones perfect, i know that whats going on is just a test. To see if the sitution can be handled.and it can, and will be.as much as i wanna yell, and confront these "righteous" people, i know that a heart is more healthier when you leave it for the highest creator to deal with it. Its true. If a man called of god is put on the line between worldly attractions, and attractions from the highest, the man will let god determine which attraction should be understood. It sucks that many of us only see the negative sides in our lives, but keeping full trust in whatever you believe in wether it be god or your pet goldfishh butch, is something many of us should realize.its only when we are put to the test that we call out for help, but when we are totally comforted in whats already been ready, we push away our help, and do it on our own.its not bad, but be sure to never be prideful or greedy of your self-accomplishments. I know that this test is something my family and i will get through, so for now-prayers and fasting is something i need to focus more on.im glad im venting this out, cuhs im gettin tired now :)

On a good note...

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz g'night yall :)

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